I haven't been around here for a while. As usual, I have been avoiding writing. I guess I haven't escaped writer's block, but I feel it's something more. Lately, I've been having some self-confidence issues. This has spread to everything I do. Because of the last few months, I've started to feel worse emotionally. I'm isolated, without any friends, without any money, without any solutions to leave.

I've started learning Python. I realized one night that programming suits me better. Although programming can take an "art" form, at its basics it's just a question of right or wrong. You either write code that works or you don't. This comes in contrast with writing, where things are subjective. Especially in my case, because I don't have any experience, it's difficult to have the necessary confidence to keep writing and writing until I find something. It's obvious from my difficulties with this blog that I have problems motivating myself to keep writing.

I hope that programming will get me out of this. My objective is to start earning enough money to be able to leave and to start trying projects that I have in mind. Otherwise, I don't know how to handle the situation.